Hello lovelies,
I say it in all of my monthly update type posts(Instagramistory & Itunes Lovin), but the days are flying by lately.
A bit too quickly if you ask me.
I can't believe I've been living on my own in North Carolina now for two months.
The thing is, I never thought I could do this.
As tough as I've been, and as strong of a front as I put up before I left, I was absolutely horrified of this.
I cried almost every night before I left, because I was so unsure of my choice to move away from everything I have known.
This was the biggest thing I've ever done in my life.
But two months later, here I am.
I think I am the happiest I've ever been.
I'm so proud that I didn't turn my back on my dream like so many people do.
I met my best friend and my other half.
I haven't laughed as hard as I do with him in a long time.
And I am so, so incredibly happy.
I'm finding myself.
I'm finding that there's a world outside of Long Island.
Because for twenty years, that was all I'd ever known.
I'm not saying that I don't miss home.
Because I do.
I miss my Joseph, and I miss my family more than anything.
But if there's one thing that I'm not, homesick.
I haven't found myself pining over going home. I'm actually shocked by this.
Because if you were to ask me a year ago if I could be away from my home for this long, I would have laughed in your face and drove to Nissequoge blasting Bayside.
I do have moments where I wish I could be back in Suffolk county, but overall, I'm content here.
How are you all doing?
Let me know!
Until then,
-K.