Two month update : November, 2013.

Hello lovelies, 

I say it in all of my monthly update type posts(Instagramistory & Itunes Lovin), but the days are flying by lately. 

A bit too quickly if you ask me. 

I can't believe I've been living on my own in North Carolina now for two months.

The thing is, I never thought I could do this.

As tough as I've been, and as strong of a front as I put up before I left, I was absolutely horrified of this.

I cried almost every night before I left, because I was so unsure of my choice to move away from everything I have known. 

This was the biggest thing I've ever done in my life. 

But two months later, here I am. 

I think I am the happiest I've ever been.

I'm so proud that I didn't turn my back on my dream like so many people do. 

I met my best friend and my other half. 

I haven't laughed as hard as I do with him in a long time.

And I am so, so incredibly happy. 

I'm finding myself. 

I'm finding that there's a world outside of Long Island.

Because for twenty years, that was all I'd ever known. 

I'm not saying that I don't miss home. 

Because I do.

 I miss my Joseph, and I miss my family more than anything. 

But if there's one thing that I'm not, homesick. 

I haven't found myself pining over going home. I'm actually shocked by this. 

Because if you were to ask me a year ago if I could be away from my home for this long, I would have laughed in your face and drove to Nissequoge blasting Bayside. 

I do have moments where I wish I could be back in Suffolk county, but overall, I'm content here. 

How are you all doing?

Let me know!

Until then,

-K.